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i really dont know where the idea that i can write or tell a story came from. but clearly it is not correct. i am not a builder. im not an artist. once again i have failed and i have no idea where to go from here. for a moment it all looked possible. but as you know, miracles rearly happen. i will have to move back to tehran. i dont know where to go. do i try for next year? i dont know why should i bother. this world is rearly welcoming.  + نوشته شده در  یکشنبه شانزدهم تیر ۱۳۹۸ساعت 2:37  توسط جناب اقای امید و حسین  |  گیدیجوفس...ادامه مطلب

this is my way of saying goodbye, cause i cant do it face to face
 

گیدیجوفس...

okay ive been in this path for a while, and i havent found any of the things i was looking for.
i know it looked like i was looking down on every one and asumed i was lavitating above the rest of the planets population. but i wasnt. that was not the way i saw it. i am as lost as anyone and maybe more. i dont know where to go. i dont know where to start.

گیدیجوفس...

Sweet-faced ones with nothing left inside

But now I see you messing me around
I don’t want to knowe

گیدیجوفس...

in this misrable life of mine there are a few hours where i shut my eyes and try to get some rest.those were my favorite parts of life. but even then i cannot escape my thoughts. dreams and bullshit nightmares. could you please let me get some rest without having to see you shit all over my face?
why did you do all of this? 

well, whatever

گیدیجوفس...

hey man, i know youre reading this in the future. you win man
i lose. i have to.
in order for you to win. i have to lose.
i still have no idea if things are going to be alright or not. well i know itll never be alright 
but i mean better than now.
i dont feel as strong as i did before. 
im okay with anything happening at this point.
ill take a acid tripp soon
 

گیدیجوفس...

wrods come together and stars align. as we sat on the bench waiting for sooren to get some aragh i crouched inside myself and i said how i want to feel. what i said made me think like never before. a گیدیجوفس...ادامه مطلب

متوجه هستم كه گذشته در توهمي زندگي ميكردم كه من بگا رفتنم و زندگي تاريكي دارم. و الان كه مطالب گذشته رو ميخونم يك لبحند تلخ بر ر گیدیجوفس...ادامه مطلب

یک موزیک جز ملو پخش میشه. نور صحنه بیشتر میشه. احمد رو میبینیم که روی یک مبل یکنفره نشسته.کنار مبل یکنفره یک مبل سه نفره قرار داره و یک میز بزرگ جلوش قرار داره روی میز زیر سیگاری های زیادی میبینیم. احمد خیلی ریلکس سیگار میکشه و خاکسترشو روی زیر سیگاری ای که روی میز کوچیک کنارش هست میریزه. روی میز می گیدیجوفس...ادامه مطلب

با سلام امید هستم به تازگی 16 سالم شده و با خوشحالی میخوام که به شما بگم که نه!!! نه! قارچ ها عامل کثیفی باسن اورانگوتان های لعنتی نیستند!!! بلکه فلفل دلمه ای ها عامل این مضوع هستند! و البته جای اون فلفل دلمه ای ها لعنتی همونجاس! توی کون اورانگوتان! خدایی اصن برای چی فلفل دلمه ای میخوارند؟ لعنتی کل گیدیجوفس...ادامه مطلب